Hey there — your help would be awesome!

Hey there,

Welcome back: I am writing again. And practicing typing again, which means the pace of this piece might not be at the speed you are comfortable with.

Anyway, I need some help. I am pretty damned overwhelmed. And unmotivated. And lacking ideas how to take this whole thing on. Plus I find my priorities have changed significantly since I started this endeavour. I kind of want to re-evaluate these goals and get rid of the irrelevant ones. But I feel like that’s cheating. And yet, what kind of life am I living if I am so inflexible?

I love this writing, but I want to get back into the freelance game.
I wanted that specific tattoo, but apparently the design and that location are incongruous. And so I am no longer particularly devoted to that goal.
I want to increase my use of Twitter, since I enjoy that medium, but I am really not online as often as I would need to be. It’s really a spur-of-the-moment thing, and I am rarely online during spur-of-the-moment happenings.
I desperately need to move out, but I still find it unaffordable.
I have not painted in years and am still daunted by the concept of getting back into it.

Ultimately, this requires a whole lot of reorganization. Which I love doing, but may not have the stamina to maintain. I’ll keep you posted, and in the meantime, I am asking you — politely — to send in some tips on how I can keep this up.

Thanks!
Leila

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3 responses

  1. Well one of my goals is to help you all out with yours! We can use each other for motivation, and we (brian and I) can design a tattoo idea for you!

    • Thanks Andrea!

      I really need to reconsider whether I want this ink at all. I’m having trouble adjusting my idea into something new. Yes, I’m discouraged, but I’m also not sure whether I want it anymore.

      It may just need to become a different goal…

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